It’s crazy thinking about how you thought you knew what love was, ever since you dated that first boyfriend. That didn’t work out, and then the next, and then the next; and then finally in the future you realized that, that love was not true love. I guess it may be considered love, but again we were still adolescents discovering what love was and the whole idea of what it is. And that may still be the situation till this day. I’m not saying I’m old now and I have discovered it for sure this time, but, for once in my life this love feels different. This warmth, not infatuation, but happiness simply from seeing a glimpse of their face through a screen; daydreaming about what the future entails because you can’t imagine your future without them. That no matter how mad you get at them, you can never seem to stay mad for longer than a few minutes because, well, you just can’t. I guess this is just a little update on my current relationship, and honestly, I have never been fucking happier in my life. In fact, I guess that’s why I hardly go on Tumblr. It used to be my place to vent, but now all I have to say is great shit about my life and how happy I am.
I guess God really does take ahold of things, and if it doesn’t work out with the first person, it isn’t the end of it all. As that one saying goes, “when one door closes, another opens.” Welp, I’m hoping this is finally the right door, because it seems fucking perfect to me.
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